Wow. Its been nearly a month since my last post.

In the end, I decided against going to pullups all day. Still diapered all night, every night (and since getting back to Attends again I haven't had to get up and change myself in the middle of the night), but I just couldn't keep doing pullups all the time.

...which turned out to be good, since I got laid off at work and got a new job where I have to wear regulation pants and the changing room doesn't lock. Thus I can't wear pullups. I'll reconsider once school starts back up, though. Being able to wet myself in class is certainly easier than having to find a bathroom beforehand.

Had a good night last night, though. Parents and siblings are out camping, so I have the house to myself. So last night I cooked a steak and got some cold pasta out of the fridge. Got out one of my two big, adult bibs that my ex-girlfriend/ex-mommy made for me a few years back (...wow, nearly 5 years back), and put a couple pillows around the dinner chair I was sitting in so that I'd be nice and snug. Cut my steak into little pieces, and ate with my hands, chewing with my mouth open. I found that after a bit I was rocking back and forth without really thinking about it, which is something I often end up doing anyway.

Needless to say, I ended up drooling on my bib, and some of the food (especially the pasta) ended up on my instead of in me. Overall it was REALLY fun, and something I haven't done in nearly a year. Gonna have to bring my bibs with me to university, as well as an absorbent pad.

Since the family is moving, though, I have to think about whether or not I REALLY want to keep my cloth diapers. My plastic pants have almost completly fallen apart, so I think I'm just gonna chuck them (they're Baby-Kins, so they're super comfy...but they're also easily 6 or 7 years old, and seldom worn anyway). I'll keep my cloth pullup, since that's just plain comfy any way you look at it. But I'll probably also ditch the blue cloth pre-fold, though, since I just wear that as a stuffer in the pullup, and even then not often.

Trying to figure on how to keep all my stuffed animals with the move, though. Can't bear to throw them out or give them away, and I've kept only the most sentimental from our LAST move. My teddy, Cid, is staying with me no matter what, as are my Summer Fun and Merry Christmas Cthulhus.

Since parents weren't around, I've been wearing my diapers upstairs when I go to shower in the morning, and today put on a clean diaper once I got OUT of the shower, then went off to do some errands. I love wearing a diaper out in public, its comfy, fun, and I'd forgotten how much I enjoy it. I need to go to Toronto more often, since I LOVE being diapered when I'm just out for the day on my bike. Bring a few spare diapers in case of changes (I get a bit of a vicarious, exhibitionist thrill out of changing in stalls in public washrooms and then trying to be sneaky with disposing of the bundled up wet diaper).

That's really all I have to say for now. Good to be posting again.