Went in to Toronto today to see "My S

uper Ex-Girlfriend". Was diapered the entire day, which was a lot of fun. Though I'm slightly worried that I drank a lot of water, and have only had one diaper change so far. Wonder if I should see a doctor about the possible return of my bladder problems. Incontinence I think I'd be happy for at the moment, but if I'm having trouble actually peeing (to the point where I'm basically just having the sudden urge to use the bathroom when my bladder overflows), then I think I may want to see her before something else goes wrong.

Its been going on for a little over a week now, so I'm starting to get slightly concerned (also I found myself dribbling a bit the other day when I changed my diaper...which I do occasionally, but not to that extent).

So that combined with my injured shoulder (hurt it carrying boxes this morning) puts me not in the greatest physical shape. Actually, if the shoulder doesn't start healing by tomorrow I might call in sick to work...I've got limited movement of the arm, and a lot of that isn painful movement.

Still, my day was otherwise pretty good. I've been feeling really...well, to be honest, a little fuzzy and immature lately. I'm not sure why. Its nothing major, just these twinges every once and a while. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I think it has something to do with the move, that the more evident it becomes the more I stop feeling like I have to hide myself from my parents and everyone else in Oakville constantly. I don't really intend on returning here once I've moved out. Its liberating, in a weird sort of way.

I need to find some balance, though, and that's really worrying me at the moment. That I'm not balancing well between my matuer and immature sides.

Also, thinking of signing up over at ageplay.com. Linked to it off Maya's Blogger blog, and it looks like it might be worth looking into. There's a $5 fee that slightly tickles me the wrong way...I don't like giving out money on the iinternet for things I could do elsewhere for free (I'm a cheapskate that way...also, I'm on a student's budget and $5 can mean a lot sometimes). But I'm giving it some serious thought. I'm on a single AB/DL forum, a story board, but that's really ceased to interest me of late, and I'm not getting any real pleasure out of it anymore. The group there is too big and gets off topic REALLY easy. Not sure if ageplay.com is any differnet...but you never know, I suppose.